We will never be.

till now I still can't believe it really happened.
but,
I am kinda use to it.
you can't see the smile I'm faking
and my heart's not breaking
cause I'm not feeling anything at all.

I am quite numb to this situation.
its like a cut.
the first time is always that pain.
second time still pain.
but
the third, forth, fifth...
slowly,
the person will feel numb or endure to the pain.
because he knows that no one will care
how pain it is
to be hurt like that.

no one likes to be left out,
but I'm already use to it.